This will be my last blog entry here.its been three years worth of blogging here.me tots n feelings n opinions are mostly blog here.i know i have offended ppl here.but hey...its mY blog therefore its mine to blog wateva that comes to my mind.
i have been thinking of moving to a brand new blog website earlier this year, and circumstances have expediate the whole process of it. its still under construction, once its ready i'll inform u guys of it.

to BlackRose: yes, I saw U just now. I walk away nt bcoz Im a coward. But bcoz public scenes are just nt me. my "fight" is nt with U. i dun even know u, to hate u. its to yr guy. n that was in May.please see the "famous" blog entry date. he might know why/guess why im angry/disappointed with him at that time. i have nvr implied that you were nt gd enuf for him in that entry also. yes, i read yr blog entry 2day.all i can say is that, thats yr blog so u are free to write wateva u wan.
to BlackRose Baby: you seriously nd to stop sms-ing me to ask/tell me to stop ppl ard me like my sis frm blogging abt u.or her frenz to tag abt it.like i say in my previous sms to u and also in this entry above.its their blog.they can blog anyting they wan. if u find it offensive or even piss off abt it then dun read it.since u say u are happy with her, why do my opinion or other ppl opinions abt it matter so much to the both of u.



sad to say, this final entry of mine ends off in a negative note.bt wat to do.i have been keeping quiet abt it.bt there's a certain extend to it.

halo halo....
yday was my last day of work at Loyang Sec as a relief accounts tcher. been there since e begining of the year. the experience there with the students have taught me how to manage the classrm better. will be off to a new school on monday to b an education associate more like tcher assistant la. =)
met Darling on tues. a short date coz his mum is sick at hm so he dun wanna leave her alone at hm. poor ting his mumy. Get Well Soon!!!!! took a bus frm sch that goes to his place also. "pick" him up there, then off to grab lunch n look at stuffs. by 5plus, both of us went our separate ways. Darling....i need a longer date. *grinz*
spend the day 2day with moi sista, Eezah. both of us sleep in 2day n wake up late.went out ard noon to grab lunch at vivo b4 heading to my makeup makeover session at clark quay there. it was fun. still deciding if i wanna put up the pics on friendster or nt. shy la... lol.... went hm alone bcoz ija had ippt just now.
tmr mumy nt working. will be going geylang in e morning with her n mumy. aft that will b going to fetch moi sch bks frm sim in e evening with dianah. =) quite a pack day tmr for me. fri also same... got some plans with neal in e afternoon. haha.... secret plans.

helo helo
its been nearly a month since i last blog up. been feeling extra lazy to blog someting up. school holidays have come n go. *sniffs...* and i shall guiltyly admit that the to-do list of mine is only half way done. there are other tings that came up which need my immediate attention.
manage to go away for a short holiday.was fun coz we get to watch two mid-nite movies. its someting my parents would nt even dream of doing here.dunno y, when we are there.we get to do tings that we normally cant do here.mayb thats y they call it a holiday.doing someting different n all.we had to cut our trip short coz i need to go for a sch interview e very morning we were suppose to b hm. kinda cutting into time if we use e original plan n that was to take e nite train n reach hm in e morning.
June have always been my favourite month.coz its a holiday, plus its also MY birthday. just wanna say a couple of thanks to people who have make my bday a memorable one. and also nt forgetting those who wish me on that day. THANK U!!!! sorry ya if the thanks via sms was kinda late that day. =)
my special shoutout to moi Sistas for e lovely limited addition of ADIDAS bag. Love It...
to Neal n Yus for e BIG Pooh, a SMALL Pooh n a CareBear. Thanks!!!!!
to Darling for e pERFECt date! *wait....dates with him have always been perfect*
n also to those i didnt mention in this blog.
im trying to blog in more often bt i foresee it as an impossible mission for the next few months. will be starting N \I \E somewhere in Aug. Got to attend courses there, send by M/ O/ E. add to it, my SIM classes will be starting soon. Fasting month will be starting soon. *sigh*
Sayang...lets go for another marvelous date k.b4 all craziness starts up.
thats all for now. sorry if the topics are all jumble up.











halo halo
am spending the sat nite at hm.all tired out coz yday spend the evening n nite as well as 2day's morning baking mini cupcakes for 2day's gathering at Boon Lay.
met up with moi cousins, aunties n uncles frm dady's side just now ard 3plus.had a nice time talking, listening n more listening to moi aunties gossip. lol.... wat else is there to do at this gatherings other than to catch up with the latest news n gossips rite. went hm ard 5plus coz dady had to work nite shift 2day. that also explains why im at hm.
tmr got a fren wedding to attend.bt up to now, dunno if wanna go or not.feeling extra lazy la n plus if i wanna go also, got no fren to accompany me. Darling cant follow coz he got soccer. *sigh* initially wanted to ask Dianah to follow bt she just come back frm KL ltr at nite so she gonna be extra tired. Rin cant go coz she's resting for monday trekking at Gunung Pancit.
yday was a super nice day for me coz i went and send Diaper Cake to Hani. *yeay yeay* its more for baby Maryam. take a look at the pics below... nice rite... anybody interested to order, just tell me k. will fwd u the website to order.
ps: Siti n Ja, nk share $$ n order for Nor when she give birth ltr? they got different themes for both baby boy n girl. =)
oh... the pictures below came frm moi sis blog. i kaput it frm there. that kinda explain her blog addy on the peektures. hehe....

Diaper Cake
(Full Pic)

Nice rite... Pink n Butterfly theme.








halo halo
my exams are OVER!!!! *throws confetti* its been two weeks over actually. haha... been busy catching up with moi sleep, moi tv stories, moi books and etc.
im having my holidays now. *weeeeeee* its so fun having holidays and at the same time dun need to work.
on my last day of SIM exam, mumy, dady n iqa went kl. leaving me n ija at hm. e reason to this was on sun, me n ija still have to sit for the pergas exam. they went kl for a cousin's wedding. sorry Erin, cant attend yr wedding.
there's a saying, while the cats are away, the mice came out to play. *grinz* nt that i enjoy myself much. was down with flu. *dammit* wat a wrong time for the flu to attack. i blame it on the lack of rest and sleep during exam season. on sat, aft waving them off ija n me went back to sleep. lol... woke up abt an hr ltr coz i have a lunch date with Darling... went tamp to send someting b4 going geylang for our lunch and also to buy someting. head hm aft that coz me was toooooo sick to merayap. Darling was soooo nice. He make me take cab with him, n let me sleep in the cab. and he stayed at moi house to take care of me coz I was sick. by evening, I was feeling a bit better. So woke up to study for sun paper. Initially Darling wanted to go hm ard 7plus bt bcoz Ija nt at hm (she went out with FA), he stayed all the way till 10pm. Then Ija came hm, n we spend the nite away watching tv instead of studying. hahaha....
Sun was ok2 la. didnt do anyting much, went Pergas, then lunch outside with Darling, Ija n FA. Aft that I head hm with Darling while Ija n FA went PS. Darling send me hm b4 heading hm himself. THANKS DARLING!!!!! Ija n me did wat we do on Sat nite. We watch tv n eat n surf the internet b4 calling it a day.
Mon was spend at hm. Clean up the house coz moi parents n ika coming hm on tues morning. Ija helped me when she got hm from class. We had dinner at hm then watch tv turning in for the nite.
on tues, moi parents n ika came hm. *weeeeeeee* i sure miss them even the twerp. the house seems quiet while they were gone esp at nite. during the day, was still nt bad.
aft that, I spend the rest of my days at hm and going out with ika n moi frenz. bt i still need to clean the house, cook ika bfast cum lunch, and etc stuffs that mumy wans me to do.
oh... i recently "lend" my hair over to moi cousin for her pre-exam test on hair perming. haha... it turn out to be niceeeeee..... e curls went "boing boing" whenever i touch it. i LIKEEEEEEEEEE.... hehe... bt it was temp only coz we didnt use the chemicals needed coz it was just a pre ting. we use water instead.
thats all for now.will update more soon. mayb with some peektures also.








hola hola

i know i promised not to blog until exams are over due to my mugging, bt i decided to break my promise and blog something up which have been on my mind for quite some time. in conjunction, with my last date with Darling, we were also celebrating our ... months anniversary.
it was a splendid one (dates with him are always fun and wunnerful). *grinz* gave him something and got something back in return. Darling gave something to add up to my soft toy collection. Thank YOU!!!! it was a not a whole day date due to unforeseen circumstances. *grrr*

the reason to the entry is not to talk about my wonderful date but to talk about a friend who's making a terrible decision (if you're reading this entry, no offense this is just my opinion). you and her(ms bc) came wayyy before the chapter of me and moi Darling. i know you went thick and thin with her together as i was there with the rest to see it happen. we both have taken time outs and break ups with each other's significant other. i have supported your decisions all this while even though at times they prove to be bad ones as you have also supported mine.
i had sincerely hoped that what happened in 2005 (most of our frenz would know wat im talking abt) would not repeat ever again but it did. the incident not only created an impact and damage in your life and hers, it created waves of collateral damage in other people's lives (i know because i was one of them). even back then, i supported you and your decision.
beginning this year when you talked about engagement and marriage to her, I was one of the happiest person coz you guys are a step closer to the DREAM. only to found out on that you broke up with her 2 weeks after that. i dont know what was the reason back then, but i was worried for you. worried that you are making a big mistake again.
bt i found out why, nt from you bt frm yr frenz. in my opinion, your new lovebird is not even a dot better compared to her. i hope your new lovebird knows what she's getting herself into as you tend to dump other girls like hot potatoes when you decided to patch back with her(ms bc).
for the past few years, she has always taken you back whenever you regret breaking up with her. i know also on a few occasions she dump the current guy she was dating to give u another chance. but i hope this time, when you want to patch back with her, she'll kick your ass all the way to Timbaktu. in fact, if we were living back in medival England where there were dukes n duchess, lord n lady, somebody would have challenge you in a duel to fight for her damaged honour and heart. I certainly would be there not to support you bt to see yr downfall.
i'm through with supporting you since you refuse to listen to reasons. you want to dump your old friends just because of your new lovebird, by all means go ahead.












Halo halo
dropping in just to wish everybody;


its a public holiday and i spend the day doing absolutely nothing significant. am suppose to study for the upcoming exams bt somehow or other got no mood to study la. must be the weather that is super hot outside. *urgh*
tmr is another working day b4 the weekend is here. bt makes no diff for me. the dreaded month is here, yesh may n october is the dreaded month coz its my exam month. got to mug n mug n mug. this MIGHT be my last post for the time being till i surface back from the exam studying n the exam itself.
will be having my last date with darling also next week b4 i ReallY settle down n mug.lets do someting special k to make it last till i end my exams. *grinz* ok, shall end my post here. a special shoutout for my dear sista, Eezah.